Wednesday, July 10, 2024

An introduction to Spiral Wave Theory

Exploring the Spiral Wave Theory: A New Perspective on Quantum Mechanics

Exploring the Spiral Wave Theory: A New Perspective on Quantum Mechanics

When we observe the movement of celestial bodies from an astronomical perspective, we often describe the orbits of planets as elliptical paths around stars. However, considering that our universe is constantly expanding, these elliptical paths are actually part of a larger spiral trajectory through spacetime. This spiral motion can be seen not only in the macroscopic scales of planets and stars but also in the microscopic behavior of particles and waves. By re-examining the laser slit experiments and diffraction patterns through the lens of spiral wave theory, we may find a simpler explanation for the observed interference patterns—without the need to invoke a quantum universe where particles exist in multiple places simultaneously.

1. Introduction to Spiral Wave Theory

The traditional view in quantum mechanics is that particles follow straight-line paths or probabilistic wave-like trajectories. The spiral wave theory challenges this notion by suggesting that particles follow spiral paths in both space and time. This concept can potentially offer new insights into quantum behaviors and the nature of forces.

2. Mathematical Development

To explore the spiral wave theory, we start by defining a spiral trajectory in cylindrical coordinates (r, θ, z), where the z-coordinate represents the spiral's axial progression:

r = r
θ = θ
z = bθ

Here, b is a constant defining the pitch of the spiral. We then modify the time-dependent Schrödinger equation in three dimensions to incorporate these spiral paths.

3. Modified Schrödinger Equation

The time-dependent Schrödinger equation is given by:

iħ ∂ψ(𝐫, t)/∂t = -ħ²/2m ∇² ψ(𝐫, t) + V(𝐫, t) ψ(𝐫, t)

In cylindrical coordinates, the Laplacian ∇² is:

∇² = 1/r ∂/∂r (r ∂/∂r) + 1/r² ∂²/∂θ² + ∂²/∂z²

Substituting z = bθ, we get:

∂/∂z = 1/b ∂/∂θ
∂²/∂z² = 1/b² ∂²/∂θ²

Thus, the Laplacian in spiral coordinates becomes:

∇² = 1/r ∂/∂r (r ∂/∂r) + (1 + 1/b²) 1/r² ∂²/∂θ²

We can then substitute this into the Schrödinger equation and separate variables to obtain differential equations for the radial and angular parts.

4. Solving the Equations

Radial Equation with Harmonic Oscillator Potential

We use the harmonic oscillator potential V(r) = ½ m ω² r² and solve the resulting radial equation numerically.

import numpy as np
import matplotlib.pyplot as plt
from scipy.integrate import solve_ivp

# Parameters for the harmonic oscillator potential
m = 1  # mass (arbitrary units)
omega = 1  # angular frequency (arbitrary units)
hbar = 1  # reduced Planck's constant (arbitrary units)
r_max = 10  # maximum value of r to solve for

# Differential equation for the radial part
def radial_eq(r, R):
    dR_dr = R[1]
    d2R_dr2 = (m² * omega² / hbar²) * r³ * R[0] - (2 * m * hbar * omega / hbar²) * r * R[0]
    return [dR_dr, d2R_dr2]

# Boundary conditions: R(0) should be finite, R(r_max) should be 0
R0 = [1, 0]  # initial guess for R(0) and R'(0)

# Solve the radial equation
r_span = (0, r_max)
r_eval = np.linspace(0, r_max, 1000)
solution = solve_ivp(radial_eq, r_span, R0, t_eval=r_eval)

# Extract the solution
r_values = solution.t
R_values = solution.y[0]

# Plot the radial solution
plt.figure(figsize=(10, 6))
plt.plot(r_values, R_values, label='Radial Solution $R(r)$')
plt.xlabel('$r$')
plt.ylabel('$R(r)$')
plt.title('Radial Solution for the Spiral Wave Model with Harmonic Oscillator Potential')
plt.legend()
plt.grid(True)
plt.show()

Angular Equation

For the angular part, we assume a Fourier series solution and solve:

Θ(θ) = ∑ cₙ e^{inθ}

5. Complete Wavefunction

By combining the radial and angular solutions, we obtain the complete wavefunction:

ψ(r, θ, t) = R(r) (A cos(√k θ) + B sin(√k θ)) e^{-iωt}

6. Visualization

Finally, we visualize the complete wavefunction in a 3D plot.

from mpl_toolkits.mplot3d import Axes3D

# Constants for the angular part
A = 1
B = 1
r = r_values  # Using the solved r values from the radial equation

# Calculate k based on the average r value
k = (m * omega² * np.mean(r_values)⁴ / 2 / (1 + 1/b²) - np.mean(r_values)² * hbar * omega / (1 + 1/b²))

# Generate theta values
theta_values = np.linspace(0, 4 * π, 1000)  # 2 full turns

# Calculate Theta(θ)
Theta_values = A * cos(√k * theta_values) + B * sin(√k * theta_values)

# Create 3D plot
fig = plt.figure(figsize=(10, 6))
ax = fig.add_subplot(111, projection='3d')

# Calculate z-values for the 3D plot
z_values = b * theta_values

# Plot the spiral wave
ax.plot(r_values * cos(theta_values), r_values * sin(theta_values), z_values, label='Spiral Path')
sc = ax.scatter(r_values * cos(theta_values), r_values * sin(theta_values), z_values, c=np.abs(Theta_values), cmap='viridis', label='Wave Intensity')
fig.colorbar(sc, label='Wave Amplitude')
ax.set_xlabel('x')
ax.set_ylabel('y')
ax.set_zlabel('z')
ax.setTitle('3D Spiral Wave Model')
ax.legend()
plt.show()

Conclusion

Exploring the spiral wave theory offers a fascinating new perspective on quantum mechanics. While this theory still needs further work, I believe it is one that merits investigation. If I had the funding and time, I could focus on these efforts.

Friday, November 10, 2023

My Journey with Print on Demand and Artificial Intelligence Art

So I have to be honest. this past year. I decided to join the Print on Demand and AI revolution trend. I ended up creating a site called Alchemystics.org .  Here I will tell you a bit about my journey, some of the lessons I have learned, and will even give you some of my trade secrets (obviously as affiliate links).

But first, let me tell you a little backstory on my life. I used to run a small online record store called Chaos Existence. At the time, chaos existence was actually a fairly innovative site and I was able to not only provide full audio samples but a dynamic inventory website linked to a database. In addition, I wrote all of the code necessary for this ecommerce platform.  Calling it a platform might be a bit of a stretch. However, the site was capable of integrating with our suppliers and pulling in their inventory via electronic data interchange as well as pushing our entire catalog to other aggregator sites. Although perhaps some other e commerce platforms with a lot more doing something similar (perhaps), I came up with the idea myself and implemented all the necessary code for these projects.

I have a certain fondness for these days. And even though the the music landscape was quickly changing with MP3's. I did not close the store for lack of business. In the end, i learned a lot about cashflow. I Ended up with way too much money stuck in failed special orders which meant I had a large inventory of things hardly anyone wanted.  😅 

Now fast forward to other entrepreneurial ventures and and several career moves to about February of this year, when I decided to launch metazen minerals after going to the Tucson Gem show. I had a small side hustle of trading minerals and silver jewelry i had made a few years back.  However with the changing financial landscape and unfortunately being newly single again I found a need ro find some new clothing as I started to socialize again.  However, I was not finding the style or art that I wanted. Sure,  I probably did not look as hard as I could of, but my local artisan friends and old tried and true websites were either oversaturated or out of business at this point.

The timing of this also coincided with the artificial intelligence breakthrough. in March of of 2023 chat G. P. T was all over the news and subsequently other projects such as mid journey we're at the top of everyone's mind and all over the news. 

Being a technological artist, I decided to start playing with. The technology's myself and in turn create some of my own art.

 These experiments led me to some results that I wanted to put on t shirts myself. Side note, eventually lead me back to brush up on my photoshop and illustrator skills. 

Now Meta Zen Minerals was not a great name that could also include apparel... and I happened to already own the alchemystics.org domain.  As you can guess, this lead to the transition to thr alchemystics art collective and website. 

I think this is a good time to break as part one of a story series. And I will continue as I get more time.


 


Thursday, June 13, 2013

Happy Birthday


hanging head in shame,
you know the name
of this drill
one day
you'll come back and want to feel
what is a next level deal.
Your happy birthday gift
... so swift,
Didn't know that you would do
something like this...
no wonder it was
that I also have
things I miss
in this entangled deadly kiss.
So sweet and soft to the touch,
but delivery poisonous -truth
venemous -much
with your serpentine long lists
of previous heart eclipses
many tainted
while mine, in one hand painted.
Align your mind to the truth
and you will view
that I just merely asked
for bare minimum,
just be there for me
when I need someone.
You make it out to be
that I control thee...
but I give you freedom to be
and just wish to
communicate
occassionally.
Nurture I do,
nature I am,
perfect am not,
but you broke this dam.
You make me see
something lacking honesty,
while you see some one and
and still planned to move in with me.
You tell my friends one thing,
while my family another.
Straight to my face and
even my mother..
Now look within yourself,
and tell me all you seek.
Seems like a fallacy
when your will is weak.


Friday, June 7, 2013

Forum


although not a saint
truth I will paint
and stroke this brush
when you tell me to hush
you decree publicly
what you can't say to me
but I call it out
and mutual friends turn about
hypocrisy
instilled by thee
when you decide
to hurt me
in front of our community
I merely say you what you are doing
apparenty
pain is what you find alluring
in a public forum
I point out your decorum
and I am the one to blame?
and I should be the one to contain?
when I am willing to give you my hand
but instead you want to disband
behaving dishonestly
for this I cannot stand

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

You will realize

in the long run
your time of fun
will run dry
and you will cry
over what was lost
and what was offered
and how it was
that i have suffered
you will then realize
that i am the prize
with infinite potential
but you merely thinking
that I was mental
instead,
a true genius inside
you should have stayed
in my pocket
and by my side

i will
conquer my fears
and wipe my tears
this window is closed
and the truth appears
you lie to yourself
and then to me
your overlap of love
and the timing you said...
is just
a complete fallacy
you tell me your side and
then your reasons
but your actions don't align
and i see
winter's your season
cold hearted you are
and how you treated me
 as you leave 
someone who loves you
infinitely
when you knew i needed love
and you couldn't pass a test
to be my girlfriend
or my partner
so i put it to rest
you left during the bad
and soon i will be good
you don't deserve me
because you treat me
 not as you should

with your friends telling you
they don't see what you see
focusing mostly
on negativity
to justify your actions
merely to quench
your own physical satisfactions
now i sit on the bench
and i will then disappear
and this will be clear
that you threw me away
when you should have stayed
for my love is epic
and my future is golden
fool you are
you might be lonely and old then
and though my heart is shattered
and pride i've swallowed
i see 
you don't know what truly mattered

you left before
a chance we both deserved
i suspect one day soon
you will get served
a dose of your karma
so huge
much it will hurt
even though you feel 
that I am the jerk

I tell it it how it is
calling out you and your man
you have no integrity
for ruining our plan
and i see your dishonesty
because you felt differently
from what you told me
i wish this was a figment, see
we were to move in together
you requested the changes
while I accepted you
unconditionally
knowing your dangers
all the things we forgave
while I was your slave
but now i will find
someone who will return
all that love that i gave.

Monday, June 3, 2013

Apologies


trying to make my peace
by saying my piece...
at least
try...
to make my wrong right
at least
try...
to say goodnight
to pasts we had
and as time passes
align
converge
and emerge
now,
here's my invitation
to break bread
starting new patterns
leaving behind
what we had instead

Confession of Love (Followed by Rejection)

 have a hard time
holding back
what is in my heart 
as it attacks 
my logicaI mind
as it unwinds
falls apart
and then comes back 
and its not my intent
maybe you're right
maybe I'm sick
but I am who I am
and try as I might
I find myself
seeking the light
the answers
and truth 

wish you you would see
the light within me
and realize my sorrow
is not unfounded
but also
would not be there tomorrow
if I were still in your pocket
and had you by my side
to help me heal
so in you I can confide

so many things I want to say
but my pride gets in the way
for I am to come back soon
and I wish upon a star
and I look up at the moon
now I give up on my will
and tell how you I feel
simply put
that I love you still

Monday, May 20, 2013

its all the same


i give up,
i give in...
i lost when "all in"
Nothing left to lose,
nothing left to gain...
nothing left at all...
its all the same,
now i have shattered pieces
scattered about,
like a child, i scream,
and cry out.
in anger, in pain..
frustrations are
driving me insane
whie expecting different results
from doing the same
now...
trying to break that spell
that I know too well. 
trying to break
that mental jail
find the positive
in what remains
but when you have nothing...
it's all the same.

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Silence


Distance increases
our hearts:
shattered, broken pieces.
As we
lay down alone,
creating new homes
wondering, wandering, longing
to each, neither are belonging
even though
abundance of love abound
we are forming
dominoes falling down
but for you- my love remains still
nothing, even if you will
or won't....
send me a thought
through these telecommuncation
toys that i've bought.
Even if you judge,
you won't make me budge.
Because true love
is infinite and eternal
and remains
ever so..
even through
our minutia complains.
those are the thoughts
which we write in our journals

and so...
I wish you were happy
with me.
But that thought ceases
when I see reality...
and I hope that if you were to let me go
.. I hope you would at least let me know
so that I fall with grace.
But know this:
no matter what,
for you,
in this heart,
there is a place.
That I will be there still
even if you disagree
with what is my will...
and how I proceed
And know
that it is you in my life that I need
one way or another
as sister and brother,
but preferably more my lover
to stand by my side
so in you I can confide...
and have you embrace me again

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Lost and Found

clear minded-
and balanced 
I find it surreal,
i still will-
 try to pick up the pieces-
at least what is
left
 ...  right?
the straight is askew
and I ask you
don't you realize
that I'm a prize?
even broken
tattered
heart shattered
unwound
and unfound
my light within
is all around
a shining beacon
amongst a sea
of dark
it matters not
i am radiating
aimlessly in a chase
racing through amazing mazes
mentally distracted
heart retracted
lost...in space yes
why won't you
spark my fire
i will solve the puzzle
i'll be inspired
go from lost to found
abound
in abundance
of treasures from my soul
glistening with love to be shared
it is my goal
but I need fuel to feed my flame
but it is not just for anyone
it is for someone that is the same:
stimulating
titillating
facilitating reciprocating
I rather be alone
if all I have is gone
from not filling my cup
lonely I became
since it's only me
for life is to be shared
can't seem to break free
from my own shackles
that i can't seem to bare
now i look up
let me see
what is right,
not just what was
left...
let me be
rise
independently
for no one else
is there at the end
it is only me...
my best friend






Sunday, March 25, 2012

Forever

Flames flickering
By the gentle night
Me next to you
Our Souls taking flight
and I realize...
You're my..
Elegant notion
Loving devotion
Taking me higher
With you.. I conspire
A World conquest
But You come first
In Waking dreams
I'm Lucidly aware
And it seems
Quite a pair
We make
Grandeur awaits
Successful traits
Characterized
Uncompromised
More than words can say
More than music conveys
Our souls tied together
I love you forever

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Glacial Palace


as the anger subsides
I confide
I am beside
myself- disheveled, 
soul: shaken
mistakenly asleep
then awakened
to find 
a leap I take
a love we make
twisted
contorted 
distorted
faltering each
knowing I reach
to you out my soul
and all I need is a call
when all is low and no one is there
it is you I seek for 
and without, I despair
they say silent night
a lonely night
for it is me against the world
as it crumbles in my hands
without me. 
while you go visit my land 
my home
my country
my place of birth
surely I deserve
more 
compassion 
knowing full
well that 
abashed
unashamed 
self serving
actions
with 
hurtful intent
lasting resentment
of both in each others eyes
no disguising what transpires
nor change as time flies
what it is that you do
or say and leave
behind in our youth
choices you had made
a choice for yourself
a choice that made me bleed
of which I cannot blame
all the same-
your intent was to 
leave me behind
and then you find
that perhaps our love
might be worth
salvaging ever still
at least our friendship
you will
if you cared for me 
as you said that you do
with forward momentum
it is wrong in how it feels
rather you 
choose to make a choice
 and hurt me so
never the less the past will never go
back to what it was before it was then
the truth - in which it is contained
you see - when I hurt you,
I can honestly say I did not blame
myself when looking away
but this, ever the opposite
no way to erase what you were doing
now I will keep
in memory
that you were merely fooling me 
to thinking you would make an effort
to fix 
what you know that which would hurt.
in to thinking that you would be there
no matter what,
trying to be my partner
but hardly that 
if you aren't there


then as I voice to you my concerns
you merely glide over what you discern
as just another annoyance in your life
rather than realizing that if you were my wife
that you would want to deal with me
even on your vacation ... 
even if you think I am mad,
when I am not
- merely frustrated in my life:
in a job I had lost
and perhaps even friends
and feeling forgot
knowing full well
I love you so much that 
all is nothing 
when your call is remiss
and your kiss,  a wish
that I longed to be there with you
but i gave in ...
thinking you would honor me so
let your ego go
and bow down with a sense of humility
when you hurt me like this..
instead you make me wish 
that I never voiced
any type of question
in that ascension of love 
we were trying to rebuild
for I held you in high regard 
with affairs of love 
and now I am scarred
for life 
thinking that I could tell you how I feel
stop holding back and make it all real
but you didn't want to deal
it wasn't worth the effort
you didn't want to work
for you know that in
the end...
I am just a jerk
who gave you their lives 
gave you what I had
gave you their all
came back to you  
reprise
surprise
and compromise
to make it all work
will it all to falter 
as this glacial palace- melts 
stalagmite bites of bitter cold
overtly piercing and crushing hearts still...
all you had to say is 


"I'm sorry 
I will...
make this up to you somehow
I love you...
now is the time for you to heal
be there for you I will
I will hold you from now on
I won't let this go on
I am sorry that you I hurt you so
please tell me what you need to let go
for I will make it better in due time
because with you , my heart is aligned..."


Instead, you tell me on your way home
You didn't want to deal with me
or the complicated complexities 
of what you created
reality is really, well- over rated...
after all you could easily just escape
as you do each weekend ...
and even in my true home 
where you should only come
only if invited.. 
never alone.


Audacity is what comes to mind
when I realize how it is that you find
a way to rationalize what you need to say
merely a projection- a negative ray
of darkness piercing across
telling me you gloss right over
any effort to bring it back towards love
not even seeing all that I had written
trying to communicate
instead you accuse
of emotional abuse
....
and I left knowing
now its all gone...
my heart
my life
my soul
our goal
to be friends till the end

Friday, January 27, 2012

Thank you note

Thank you ...
for being you
and doing all the you do.
for helping me through..
 it all ...
when I stand
... and when I
fall...
and you rise again...
to answer my call
when i need you
and when i don't
I won't ...
soon forget
the amazing ways that you loved me....

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Jaded

jaded
inundated
with feelings that I feel
I hate it
when overwhelmed with
self doubt
being told that a liar am I
called a coward
its about
...time
that I left that behind
you think that I was bad
you have no idea...
for bad is ...
atrocities and lies
cowardice?
yes fear I fear
despise despicable
hatred and vice
death... I surmise
and yes,
when given the choice
I voiced to you that you were my one
showed ,  TRIED in TRUTH
I tried all the same
driving us insane
perfect, my love far from
but you must think I'm dumb
to believe your words
I'm at a loss
for ...
what verity speaks louder than
and for what you believe...
for I conceive
ideas...
theories...
far beyond...
your capabilities
fear this:
for I am a dreamer of dreams
my nightmares would make you scream
know in truth who I am
my generosity
I overextend
to a fault
to you
now...
in that vault
lays a heart that was once a jewel
now petrified and then broken
shattered into pieces
and fully open
I am a fool
now I work on this puzzle
putting those pieces back
together because
one day I hope to love again

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Wishlist


I would like to
heal myself ...
and others
create and love
like a mother
does her child
I would like
for my notions
to cross oceans
like particles
and grains of sand
hit land
waves unfurl
spiraling vortices
and
mathematically...
memetically crash
create commotion
and disband
status quo
through loga-algorhythmic
growth

I wish...
for my ego
to shatter
physical anti-matter knot
what you were taught
seek inside
answers
forgot-ten in time
I wish...
to enlighten my soul
find love evolve
seed of life, grow
show the world
what we are all
nothing but..
a motion in space
based on an attraction
to each other
displacing
momentum
spirals
creating
equilibrium
like orbit
to orbital
in this formation
we all orbit
all
even energy
it seems

I wish...
for us to see
our divinity
realize
potential
incredible
dreams
move
forward
positively
charged
and all
be all
one
together
large and clever is this
infinite universe
in its paradigm-paradox
pandora's box
we made
to it-
enlightenment
enslaved
if we could
only see
self similarity
we would realize
a universe
each within contained
membrane of the same
are we
as the earth orbits
the sun
in its own harmonic game

I wish...
for my life to live
for me to thrive
and my love to give
I wish..
for us to see
it is music
that are we
the same are
the stars
as they oscillate
and revolve
emulate
and collide
our
photonic path.
spiral graphs

I wish...
to bring understanding and peace
for compassion
at least
for us to know
that there is...
a way to explain
how it all correlates
as we revolve
evolve
to know
that the pattern
from light to matter...

..is the same

Friday, January 6, 2012

From Atoms to Solar Systems


the path of a planet around a star is an ellipse... in 3d, but what is really happening is that in 4d, it is a spiral because space is constantly expanding
Serge Sverdlov
people have made the "planet around the sun is like an electron around the nucleus" analogy
Mauricio Zuniga
right, but the notion is flawed...
because we are not taking into account our inability to scale time as well as space
Serge Sverdlov
back in the days of bohr and planck, the quantization argument was what broke down that analogy
Mauricio Zuniga
what we see as an electron probability function is what we would see if we charted a planet around a star for millions or billions of years
Serge Sverdlov
that's a deep statement, and has been considered, and is not what is currently believed
Mauricio Zuniga
I will do some research on whether the models have actually tried to use a scale in time as well as size.. and why these notions were discarded.
Serge Sverdlov
but it had been one of the working theories
Mauricio Zuniga
I do realize that the idea is not one that is absolutely new... it is only my gut feeling as to what is really going on
at least the analogy of orbits and orbitals
however, even if not directly associated in mathematical model, an orbital is still a spiral as it follows cycle around a proton (even if semi-stochastic) ...
there might be other force factors at play at different scales
Serge Sverdlov
the deep idea you're connecting with is the link between chaos and probability
how cyclical strange attractor type behavior connects with probability distributions
Mauricio Zuniga
btw: I really appreciate that you are challenging me - I, however, was on my way out to have dinner
Mauricio Zuniga
thanks friend... really, thank you... talk soon
Serge Sverdlov
will talk soon
Today
Mauricio Zuniga
In the end -- even if the models for the atomic orbitals and the planetary orbitals are not described by exactly the same mathematics - it is not the main point of what I am saying (although I would like to keep looking into that)... the essence of what I am saying is that the wave as we know (a sine wave) is not a complete picture of what is happening. They ARE moving in a sine wave. But they are not only doing it on the y axis, but also on the x axis... which yields a spiral. And if we look at the cross section of the spiral, we see the sine wave... thus it does not invalidate our current findings, but merely amends our view of how it is that the photons (or particles) are travelling.
the analogy between the two scales is only to illustrate that there are spirals happening on both of these levels which in turn leads me to conclude that everything moves like this... which then leads us to an understanding that light, energy, sound are also moving in spiral form

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

XXXIV.I

And then. .
Escaping .
the infernal
All eternal
grip . . .
of a black hole
event . .
horizon .
micro-cosmic
ship . . .
averting.
. . chasmic
slip
 to . .
 phantasmic
eclipse
Now . rising
. . time in
With love . .
I Found . .
Alcove . .
Astound . .
I will . .
Sound . . .
decree . . .
And cry . .
Outloud . .
Now . . .
Be free . .
Manifest .
. Sea of  Love
. Heal and Know
. Who you are
ext-ension .
Of me . .
Mention . .
Dreaming . .
Seems to be .
Consciousness
Streaming . .
Cosmos . .
Download . .
Lovingly .
Slowing down .
Energy .
To ceate .
What happens .
. . To be

See . .
Me . .
dimensionally
..... .... .... Rise
Incredibly
Masterful
Devise
a plan
Transcending
Space and time
Mystically
Aligning
Bo-dy and mind
And soul . .
. next to you
. . Thru music
. .  Its truth
Energy .
spiraling
Helix .  .
In two . .
Become one .
And Three . .
As light. .
Time . . .
Transforming
Me . . .
Spiritually-
Climbing . .
And Finding .
And lining Up .
Fill my cup .
To the brim .
All it seems .
And . . .
     What is up .
Come see me .
In my dreams .
it begins .
Anew . . .
Refresh . . .
Its true . . .
With you . .
I am . .
Always . .
Its best . .
I confess . .
When I know .
From . . .
Blue . . .
To red . .
shift spectrum .
A clue . .
High to low .
Sound through . .
The perspective shift
Different hue . .
Ear see sound .
open ground .
Seeds planted . .
Universe granted . .
cultivating gifts . .
. . Of infinity
infinity infinity infinity infinity...

Meta Zen


Light flickering low
Nowhere else to go
so I fall within
And so I begin
To wake
in a dream
Nighmares
make me scream
Which I can't shake
From Mistakes I make
And so I recluse
Love I refuse
Inward bound
And Music found
Lost Soul in me
From What I need
From What I see
From that I feed
Now Let it be
Now Let it go
From High to low
Now I will grow
To become ...
Myself again
But without friends
To hold me tight
Lonely nights
I Lost it all
In Downward fall
And Then I grasp
A Breathing gasp
An Orgasmic past
To An Organic task
Now Seedling Grow
A Harmonic Flow
Beauty in death
Now Rise from breathe
See Pheonix fly
I too shall die
And From the ashes...
I will Rise again
Only to find...
My Meta Zen

Manifest


Feel THIS
Admist
all of the darkness abound
one thing to be found
is shimmering light within...
F&*k that.. we came to win
you know I'm HERE
with nothing to fear
a vast glowing array
novas birthing today
cosmic brother
from another mother
you know its true
you know how to
put a fire ablaze
now set your gaze
on your goals
of success
put that talk to rest
it is time
to manifest