Monday, May 20, 2013

its all the same


i give up,
i give in...
i lost when "all in"
Nothing left to lose,
nothing left to gain...
nothing left at all...
its all the same,
now i have shattered pieces
scattered about,
like a child, i scream,
and cry out.
in anger, in pain..
frustrations are
driving me insane
whie expecting different results
from doing the same
now...
trying to break that spell
that I know too well. 
trying to break
that mental jail
find the positive
in what remains
but when you have nothing...
it's all the same.